What Will you do Differently this Week? June 16th

Prayer Request 6#

I am writing this request for prayer because I am in dire need of prayer/help. We are going to be homeless or have no power very soon. I’ve done everything I can as far as my rent and hope that will be OK but the power situation is really scaring me, considering I have a grandbaby living with me, but I’ve paid all I have. I have no more cash to pay anything but the verbal abuse from my daughter is just killing me. I have tried all the resources I can here in Bakersfield and no one can help me. There is either no funding available, or there’s just nothing they can do and I don’t know where else to go. I’m scared and I’m very very alone. I feel like I’m not going to make it. I have requested a prayer just recently because I was worried about my family and my grandbaby and me being homeless but now it’s my power plus the verbal abuse. We are still hoping we can get help but now I’m just being emotionally abused by my kid and her boyfriend. I was trying my best to do what I could for them and I guess it wasn’t good enough and they are putting me down verbally just hurting my feelings, telling me that our problems are all my fault. They say going to move and get their own place, which is fine by me. (I hope they do.) But I have no place to go and no way of getting an apartment/house or anything because I have poor credit and no co-signer due to the fact that my mom passed away just a year ago. She was all I had. I know my mistakes are my problem. I know I’ve made mistakes in my past but I have turned it around the best I could, or so I thought I had, but maybe not. My life keeps getting worse and worse and I don’t think I can deal with it any longer. I really don’t I don’t know what to do. No matter what I do or how hard I try it seems like no one or nothing is going to be able to help me out of this hole in my life. I have nobody, no one, and I guess when you’re told that you’re nothing, you start believing that you are nothing. I’m just hoping someone will pray for me, and maybe can find me some resources I have not tried or know about that can maybe help/support for me. I’m on Social Security. I’m just tired of being emotionally and verbally abused all the time. I really am. I have tried so hard and I failed. Maybe God doesn’t like me much anymore because I’m a failure. I just really need God to love me again. Thank you for at least taking time to read. Dara